friday...what ever the date is

Well!!! it has been a decent week at work. It was cold and wet most if the week as you all know..since you were all here for it. Mentally i am doing well..emotionally i have my moments. I have lost gabrielle and it hurts bad. I know thing move forward and i always do to. The thing that hurts the worst is that i hurt her. I never wanted to and never intended to. But i did with my actions and that is really hard for me. I really do feel as if i need her as a friend..but that isnt even possible now. It just hurt inside. Feeling. ...??? Why do we have them? The suck some times and we allow them to affect the.way we feel about people reguardless if we know they are a good person or not. Oh well..enough about that.
the boys and i are watching BEDTIME STORIES....which is pretty good movie...